Why Am I Crying

I hate thinking these things
feeling these feelings
it makes me hurt
and it makes me cry
and i don't wanna try
to be tough
cause im not
and i'm not gonna lie
it hurts
to be ignored
by someone you love
and someone you hate
i'm gonna cry
in the thoughts i create
of you and I
and asking myself why
does it have to be this way
why does it hurt so much
why am I crying